You're wrong

Forgive me for my choice of words, forgive me for my inability to express myself more kindly, forgive me for the words or statements that have offended you and finally Forgive me, even though you may not know me but relate to me in some capacity. Your wrong about everything and I know you probably think you have found the best solution, 'what works for you' -you tell yourself. A job that pays well and affords you the lifestyle you have dreamed of, but still you hurt. The relationship that makes you happier, makes you feel good about yourself, makes you feel never alone ,but still you hurt. The friends at happy hour, over a glass of wine and a good meal or in the club with hands raised in the air but still you hurt. The reps; 3x10 early in the morning or in the evening with weights you never thought you could lift lying to yourself that you are fighting your demons with a dumbbell but still you hurt. Stop lying, cause even though He gave me this word, He knows you better than you do yourself and He sees you in the best way and He is hurt when He watches you try and fail repeatedly looking for an answer to feel His hole. Nothing ever will.

You'll never be wrong about Him, that I can assure you. You will never be wrong about your surrender to His will, about His redirection , about His deliverance and sanctification, about His blessings through your new Christ-centered family. You'll never be wrong choosing Him and you will know this when you experience the peace and love that God has for you. Recently I have been reminded of Paul in the book of Philippians - a man who was sure he never made the wrong choice and he defended the gospel even when he was suffering. He wrote the book of Philippians in prison, a book that is thought to be written with such delight. I always want to praise you Jesus to thank you even in the wilderness ,give me the strength to look for you even in my suffering for it is trivial in comparison to what awaits me in heaven.

Isn't that so beautiful , that no matter your circumstance or who has wronged you - you are only satisfied when you choose to delight and be in peace because of He who resides in you making you whole. To never feel overwhelmed by where to go but to wait on your shepherd for His instructions. To never be anxious but to listen to His affirmations in His word. To never feel alone for you feel His overwhelming presence as tears run down your cheeks. I was wrong before , thought I could find other ways to make me rest and be happy little did I know of my father and His plans for me. And when He gazed upon me and called me back to Him - I now know I was wrong before and I never want to be wrong again.