The Lone Walk

I am weak, I am always going to be weak.

The quicker I accept this , the more open I will be with you.

Yawheh, You are Good always have been and will forever be.

No one wants to talk about it, the choice that is the easiest, but hardest to obey always and blindly as asked of me.

And not many will get it and even go further to judge you for it, but its not for them to get it.

And everyday I struggle to find the words to explain it to people,

I don't know why I have made this choice all I know is that I can't not make this choice.

And then I'm annoyed again cause no one is talking about it,

And I ask myself, am I the only one who feels it the disgust at myself, at you for all the pretense.

Just say it Wambui, if you want to say it, the spirit urges you - so go ahead.

Maybe they will follow,

Maybe they are waiting for someone to say it first

So say it !

I am weak , I am always going to be weak,

Is there anything wrong with this.

At my core this is how I really feel.

It feels good to say it ,but I look around.

And I am alone.

No one is saying it,

They are quiet.

This is the narrow path you told me of Lord,

And the truth does not feel free.

I am weak , I am always going to be weak,

By myself this is true.

But I am the child, the daughter of the great Messaiah.

So in Him I am not weak,

And I am not alone,

And they is no need to say it or talk about it,

This is not for them or for anyone else ,

Only for Elohim,

Only for Him.

The lone walk is obscured, for I am never alone.

Thank you Father.

Penzi Tele,

Stacey Wambui.